Fishing for Flowers by Rad Arora

Note: All italicized dialogue is to be spoken in Hindi.

BLACK

TITLE CARD:

  “I’m filled with a desire for clarity and meaning in a world and condition that offers neither.

- Albert Camus”

INT. SCHOOL CAFETERIA - NEW JERSEY - DAY

The cafeteria bustles with noise and activity from students sitting in different groups and cliques. The break is about to end, and most kids are either finishing their lunch or messing with their friends.

SAMAR sits alone on a table with notebooks in front him. A lunchbox sits off to his side, unopened. He is scrambling to finish some homework when suddenly the bell rings.

As students around him all rush to get out first, Samar stares at his lunchbox.

INT. MRS. BROOKS’ ENGLISH CLASSROOM - DAY

Samar holds a completed quiz in his hand, his foot tapping impatiently as he eyes the clock - the class is almost about to end. He sees MRS. BROOKS going around the room collecting completed quizzes and taking her sweet time to interact with each student.

She passes by his desk, grabbing his quiz without saying anything.

                                         SAMAR
                           Mrs. Brooks, I was wonde-

She ignores him. He gets up out of his seat to follow her.

                    SAMAR
      Ma’am, PLEASE, I wanted to talk ab-

She turns around to face him.

                   MRS. BROOKS
     Class isn’t over yet, Samar. Please
     go back to your seat.

As they prepare to leave, the other students notice the scene taking place in front of them.

                                        SAMAR
                         There’s barely any time left, Mrs.
                         Brooks, please, I jus-

                                      MRS. BROOKS
                         Samar, drop it. And if you decide
                         to stick around after the bell
                         today, I’m not writing you any more
                         late slips for your next class.

                                      SAMAR
                         I shouldn’t be in here! I should be
                         in Honors!

The room goes silent. Some kids look hurt. Others shoot dirty looks at Samar.

                                     STUDENT
                                (whispering under her
                                breath)
                          Asshole.

The bell rings and everyone but Mrs. Brooks and Samar vacates the room.

                                   MRS. BROOKS
                         That was remarkably rude and
                         insensitive. Even for you.

                                  SAMAR
                        Mrs. Brooks, you don’t understand.
                        If I don’t get into Honors now, I
                        won’t be able to take any IB
                        classes senior year and if I don-

                                 MRS. BROOKS
                        You took the placement test, Samar.

                                 SAMAR
                        Yeah, on my first day in this town!
                        I literally came here to take that
                        test before I even saw my new
                        house!

                               MRS. BROOKS
                       Why don’t you just focus on the
                       essays coming up and we’ll talk
                       later? Arrogance won’t get you
                       anywhere. Only your work will.

                              SAMAR
                      You mean we’ll talk about moving me
                      up?

                             MRS. BROOKS
                      That’s not what I said. If you do a
                      good job, we’ll discuss putting you
                      in Honors for next year.

                             SAMAR
                      OH, COME ON! YOU’RE KIDDING ME!

                            MRS. BROOKS
                      SAMAR! That’s enough. Or would you
                      like to go to the Principal’s
                      office?

The school’s P.A. system crackles, and -

                            P.A. SYSTEM OPERATOR (V.O.)
                     Would Samar Sharma immediately come
                     to the Principal’s office, please?
                     Samar Sharma, please proceed
                     immediately to the Principal’s
                     office. Thank you.

Samar and Mrs. Brooks exchange a look.

INT. RECEPTION DESK OUTSIDE PRINCIPAL’S OFFICE - DAY

Samar approaches the front desk outside the Principal’s office and through the window, he sees his father, MR. SHARMA, shaking hands with the Principal. She pats his arm with her free hand and he steps out of her office. He walks toward Samar at the front desk. Samar notices that his eyes are red.

                            SAMAR
                     Hey Dad, what’s up?

                           MR. SHARMA
                    You have to sign out. I’ll explain
                    in a bit.
                         (to the receptionist)
                    Excuse me, Miss, how can he sign
                    out?

                          RECEPTIONIST
                      (to Samar)
                    Just sign right here and hand me
                    your ID for a second and you’ll be
                    all set.  

Mr. Sharma’s eyes do not meet Samar’s. Slowly and silently, Samar pulls out his wallet.

EXT. SCHOOL FRONT ENTRANCE - DAY

Samar and Mr. Sharma walk out and start making their way toward the parking lot. Mr. Sharma is looking straight ahead.

                          MR. SHARMA
                    We have to go to India tomorrow.
                    Your grandfather was in a car
                    accident yesterday morning. A truck
                    backed into him and ran him over.
                    He died on the spot.

They walk a few steps without saying anything.

                          SAMAR
                   Are you okay?

                        MR. SHARMA
                   I’m fine.

They arrive at the car.

INT. THE SHARMAS’ APARTMENT - DINNER TABLE - NIGHT

Samar’s is a small and humble house, but tonight it also feels hollow. Save for the clanking of cutlery against Mr. Sharma and MRS. SHARMA’s plates, the dinner table is somber and silent. Mrs. Sharma looks at Samar’s untouched food for a moment, then breaks the silence -

                        MRS. SHARMA
                  Have a little, honey. You have to
                  eat. It’ll go cold.

Samar takes a bite.

                        MRS. SHARMA
                  How was school?

Samar nods.

                       MRS. SHARMA
                 Did things work out with Mrs.
                 Brooks?

                       SAMAR
                Not really. We got assigned some
                essays, and she said she’ll
                consider putting me in Honors if I
                do a good job on them, but that’s
                only for next year.

Mrs. Sharma opens her mouth to say something, but all she can do is sigh.

                       SAMAR
               Anyway, it doesn’t matter.

                       MRS. SHARMA
               What do you mean?

                       SAMAR
               We’re going to India tomorrow.
               Those essays are due when we get
               back. I’ll be surprised if I finish
               them at all.

Mrs. Sharma and Mr. Sharma exchange a look. Mr. Sharma looks guilt-ridden.

                       MRS. SHARMA
              Just do your best. Maybe she’ll
              come around. You never know.

                       SAMAR
              No, you never do, do you?

                      MRS. SHARMA
              Samar...

Samar gets up and leaves the table. He starts walking towards his room.

                      MRS. SHARMA
              Honey, don’t leave your food.
              Please finish it. Hey, where are
              you going?

                      SAMAR
              Going to work on those essays.

He walks past a number of cardboard moving boxes, still waiting to be unpacked, and goes into his room. Mr. Sharma looks downcast.

                      MRS. SHARMA
              He’ll make it work. Don’t beat
              yourself up. He’ll figure it out. I
             know he will.

                      MR. SHARMA
             I know he will too, but how many
            more times until he can’t?

Mrs. Sharma holds his arm.

INT. SAMAR’S ROOM - NIGHT

Samar sits at his desk. It’s been a couple of hours since dinner. His mom opens the door and pops her head in.

                      MRS. SHARMA
            How’s it going, honey?   

                      SAMAR
            It’s fine.

                      MRS. SHARMA
            How are you?

                      SAMAR
            I’m fine.     

                      MRS. SHARMA
            You want me to heat up your
            leftovers?

                      SAMAR
            I’m fine.

She lingers for a few moments. Samar remains silent.

                      MRS. SHARMA
            I love you, Samar.

Samar doesn’t respond right away. He sniffles, and when he speaks, it’s with a whimper -

                      SAMAR
           I love you too, Ma.

Mrs. Sharma walks up to him and hugs him tightly from behind, gives him a long kiss on his head. He holds her arms with one hand, eyes closed. They hold each other like this for a while.

                      MRS. SHARMA
           Don’t stay up too late, you hear? 

He nods and she heads out the door, closes it behind her. He minimizes the tab on his screen to reveal the document on which he was working - it’s empty. Samar stares at the blinking cursor for a while, then shuts the laptop screen.

He walks over to his lamp to turn it off. He notices the lanyards hanging from it, one from each school he has attended in the past few years alone. Five different middle schools and three different high schools, not including this new one. He lets out a defeated sigh and turns out the light.

INT. AIRPLANE CABIN - DAY

Samar sits in his seat with his laptop out on his tray table. His parents are in a different row. The document is open on his laptop, but he still hasn’t put down a single word. A flight attendant pushing a food cart stops by his seat and leans over to him with a big smile.

                      FLIGHT ATTENDANT
           Good morning, sir. We’re serving
           lunch. Would you like vegetarian or
           non-vegetarian?

                      SAMAR
           Veg, please.

                    FLIGHT ATTENDANT
           Sure.

Samar looks at the empty document one last time, shuts his laptop screen, and puts it away. The flight attendant pulls out a tray of food from her cart and sets it down in front of him.

CUT TO:

INT. MR. SHARMA’S FAMILY HOME - INDIA - DAY

A tray of food slides across the ground and comes to rest in front of Samar as he sits cross-legged. The food is both poorly cooked and inappropriately savory for such a somber occasion. Samar turns to look at his mom. She looks helpless.

Around him is a scene he did not expect to see: People eating and talking at the same time, devoid of any sense of mourning.

He hears cackling laughter coming from the kitchen. He notices some of his relatives sitting across from are looking at him and laughing as they eat their food.

                     RELATIVE
          What’s wrong? Is the food not good
          enough for you, your highness? Want
          us to take you to the local 5-star

          hotel?

They laugh, knowing he can’t understand a word they say. Samar simply stares at them blankly. He looks around with uncertainty and confusion. He slowly reaches for the food and takes a small bite.

INT. SAMAR AND HIS PARENTS’ ROOM - INDIA - NIGHT

Samar sleeps on the bed while his mom uses blankets to make a makeshift mattress on the ground for her and Mr. Sharma.

Mr. Sharma enters the room, shuts the door behind him, and appears to deflate from fatigue as he sits down on the ground next to his wife. She holds him.

                      MRS. SHARMA
          Is it going to work out? Your
          brother didn’t hound you too much,

         did he?

                     MR. SHARMA
          It’s how it’s always been. Same
          shit. Haven’t even scattered his
         ashes and they’re clawing for wills
         and property, the fucking vultures -

                   MRS. SHARMA
         Easy. Breathe.

                  MR. SHARMA
         This is it. I mean it this time.
         Once we get through tomorrow, we’re
         never coming back here.

She pulls him close, cradles his head, and calms him. She hums a soft lullaby.

                 MR. SHARMA
         How’s Samar? Did he get any of his
        work done?

                MRS. SHARMA
         I’m not sure. He’s trying to focus
         but...

               MR. SHARMA
        How’s he going to focus with this
        circus going on around him? I don’t
        know how I’ll explain any of this
        to him... Maybe he can get some
        done tomorrow. Try to help him once
        we get back, will you?

               MRS. SHARMA
        He’s staying back?

               MR. SHARMA
        Of course. Oh, there is no way I’m
        taking him tomorrow. He’s seen
        enough already. Make sure he stays
        in the room when we leave.

She nods.

              MRS. SHARMA
       I’m going to finish setting this
      bed. Do you want anything? Tea?

             MR. SHARMA
      I’m fine.

INT. SAMAR AND HIS PARENTS’ ROOM - INDIA - AFTERNOON

Samar watches the cursor blink. He still can’t focus, and the document is still empty. He reaches for his water bottle and picks it up - it’s empty. He walks out of the room.

EXT. MR. SHARMA’S FAMILY HOME - INDIA - AFTERNOON

Samar finishes filling his water bottle and looks around at the empty house. He starts walking around.

The adults are gone. Samar hears the voices of some of his cousins echo in the hollow rooms. There’s water damage in nearly every nook and cranny. Paint has peeled off the walls, which are peppered with holes into and out of which armies of ants and other bugs crawl. A lizard scurries past Samar’s foot. A crow sits perched on one of the blades of a ceiling fan that dangles precariously above Samar’s head.

Suddenly, the front door flies open and in comes SAMAR’S UNCLE. The crow flies away. He looks around as if searching for something, and picks up a cell phone and a set of car keys.

He looks up and notices Samar, eyes him for awhile. The two stare at each other in silence.

Out of the corner of his eye, Samar’s uncle spots two kids hiding in a room through a window.

                  SAMAR’S UNCLE
       Get out here, you runts! Get the
       hell out right now! Get outside and
      wait there. Don’t you DARE run off.

The kids come out cackling and run past Samar and his uncle. He hits one of them hard on the back as they run past him. The kids are unfazed.

Samar’s uncle stares at him again, then gestures at him to follow. He doesn’t wait for an answer before turning and walking out. Samar follows.

EXT. DIRT ROAD - AFTERNOON

Samar sits in the back of a rusty truck as it makes its way along a dirt road. The scene around him is suggestive of utter apathy - overflowing gutters, filth everywhere, scabbed strays. The little kids next to him don’t seem to care.

EXT. CREMATORIUM - AFTERNOON

The truck arrives at the crematorium and the passengers make their way to a pyre, which isn’t burning anymore.

Samar’s dad is standing with the other family members when he notices his son being led to the pyre with the other kids. For a moment, his face becomes awash with a mix of horror and anger, but Mrs. Sharma restrains him. This is no place to create a scene.

Samar arrives near the pyre and follows the other kids as they sit down next to the ashes.

                  SAMAR’S UNCLE
        Get on with it, boys. Start fishing
        for flowers.

Samar blinks, unable to understand what has been said to him. Just then, he sees the other kids reach into the ashes and start sifting through them. He hesitates, but eventually does the same.

One of the kids pulls out something and sets it down on the floor next to him. The other does the same and they start building a pile. They’re pulling out bones. Samar’s hand touches something. He freezes, then pulls it out slowly - it’s a skull fragment. He composes himself and sets it down next to him.

EXT. CREMATORIUM - AFTERNOON

The piles have grown larger. Samar doesn’t understand the ritual but is performing it with great care and diligence. He has recovered the most bones of anyone there. There is nothing left on the pyre but ashes.

Samar’s uncle has sauntered off to the side with his cellphone and isn’t paying attention to the kids. The little kids quickly check to make sure he’s faced away. Then, they nonchalantly kick the bones in their piles to move them next to Samar’s. They sweep a few stray bones onto the pile, again using their feet. They start walking away.

Sitting on his knees with his arms hanging limply at his sides, Samar watches them stroll away, his eyes wide with disbelief. He looks at the bones, the pyre, and finally, down at his ashen hands.

Samar gets up, makes his way away from his pyre toward his parents. As he gets closer, Mr. Sharma opens his mouth, but no words come out. Samar simply pulls his father into a tight embrace. Mr. Sharma closes his eyes and leans on his son. As he stands holding his father, Samar’s eyes scan the barren landscape around them.

INT. AIRPLANE CABIN - NIGHT

Mr. And Mrs. Sharma are asleep in their row. Samar sits typing away on his laptop.

INT. MRS. BROOKS’ ENGLISH CLASSROOM - DAY

Samar walks into the classroom just before the start of class and proceeds to Mrs. Brooks’ desk. He holds out all the essays. Mrs. Brooks turns and sees him.

                    MRS. BROOKS
           Samar! Hey, you’re back! Hey,
           listen... I’m really sorry about
           what happened... Are you feeling
           okay?

                    SAMAR
           I appreciate it, Mrs. Brooks. Means
           a lot. I’m fine. These are all my
           papers, I hope you like them.

                  MRS. BROOKS
          All of them?

                  SAMAR
          Mhm. All of them.

She takes the papers from him.

                 MRS. BROOKS
         That’s a lot of writing, Samar.
         Good for you.                          
         Hey, if you want to spend more time
         on them, you can do that, I won’t
         mark you down.

                 SAMAR
        That’s all right. I feel pretty
        good about them.

The bell rings and Samar goes to his seat. Some of the kids around him offer their condolences, the kid behind him puts her hand on his shoulder. He smiles softly, nodding in thanks.

INT. THE SHARMAS’ APARTMENT - DINNER TABLE - NIGHT

The family is putting food on their plates and getting ready to eat.

               MRS. SHARMA
        So, how was school this week?

                SAMAR
        Really good, actually. People have
        been really nice. Oh, and Mrs.
        Brooks got back to me about my
        essays today.

              MR. SHARMA
       Oh yeah, what’d she say?

               SAMAR
       Really liked them. She’s putting in
       a recommendation for me. They’re
       moving me up. And she’s doing it
       next quarter too, so I won’t even
       have to wait till next year or
       anything.

Relief and happiness wash over them. The house doesn’t seem hollow anymore. Mr. Sharma rustles Samar’s hair, rests his hand on the back of Samar’s neck, and strokes his nape with his thumb. They eat.